Then and Now

The last few years have been all spent away from home.. some things have changed, others haven’t….

Delhi… the first time i went away from home…I still wonder why suddenly so many people really thought I was good in studies and why they had so high expectations of me… I entered the school…. with one of the lowest grades among students there….i still found praises from all !!!! Whatever the reason… I think it has helped me a lot….even to this day…. I though I did well in most thing….well almost…. These two years had a huge impact on the way I ‘think’….

Bangalore….After the failed dream tryst with ‘IIT’, I joined ISI not so willingly……’research’…..something that I was sure I would I would never do…I think destiny took me there… Still it was thebest years of my life….even though I saw everything but success….. I think that it was a closed world.. we did not know what there was in the larger world and were satisfied with whatever we had…. I had the best experience a person can probably get…. FAILURE….. At this stage I think that this is one thing that every individual should go through…..without failure life is definitely incomplete….. After Banglore i was sure that i can see through any kind of challenge in life….. Banglaore changed me a lot…. May be a transition from a kiddish mind to a more mature one took place there……

Have i changed … Probabaly yes….Welll i actually dont know ….. And there hasn’t been one single person who’s lived with me to see the changes…. To me it’s all the same…….